With how many you have already, you want more of them?
[Possibly Hans is just joking, with how the conversation has turned to mutual teasing, but there's probably something sincere in the sentiment. Does it make Hans feel better to know all the horrible things Ferran has done and gone through? He wonders internally, but externally:]
I didn't know you were so into me. [does hans regret this yet]
[He won't dignify that last comment with an actual response. At least, he doesn't plan on directly addressing it, he much prefers the roundabout way of answering questions. He smiles over his cup at Ferran, his next words coming out a little sharper, but there's still a teasing undertone.]
Isn't that what being in a relationship entails, Ferran? Knowing our darkest secrets?
[And Ferran already knows his biggest crime. Him and a few other people at this point, but that's how things have worked out. He doesn't have any more betrayals and attempted murders to talk about either.]
[He's about to make a scathing remark about Hans's experiences with relationships when it hits him just what that statement means about him and what Hans apparently wants. Strangely enough, that's the idea that brings some color to his face as he turns his eyes away, though the pleased smile remains. Trying something physical is one thing, and he would have no issue with being Hans's go-to with no strings attached, but being together? That feels different, and the soft glimmer in the air around him makes it obvious.]
Heh...
[But Ferran does have a number of other secrets that aren't pleasant. He ignores the figure he can sense in the corner of the room. It's only a matter of time.]
[Hans doesn't have much time to revel in Ferran's flustered expression, not when the weight of his own words fully hits him. Oh. Oh. So. That's why he looks so pleased, because he's actually sort of admitted that they're in a relationship of sorts now. Maybe not fully confirmed and he probably still has time to back out from this, to prevent any misunderstandings or feelings, but he doesn't take it back yet.
...
Being in a relationship would help him learn more about Ferran, but also, he really doesn't need to learn his darkest secrets. It's probably of no real benefit to Hans, so why? Is this something he really wants?]
I said what I said, didn't I?
[He doesn't have too much to lose, right? Ferran knows what he's getting into as well.]
[Not even that shadow from his mind can ruin the moment; its presence means nothing in the face of the apparent confirmation. Ferran chuckles quietly, and he can see no reason to hold back the grin on his face.]
You should prepare yourself, then. I've still got a lot to share. [He sits up again to give Hans another peck on the cheek.] And maybe we'll make some new secrets together?
[...It's strange to think that between the two of them, Ferran is the one with more secrets. Hans is sort of used to being the person with hidden atrocities that people need to navigate, and now it looks like he's the one on that end. Or maybe Ferran is just exaggerating whatever's happened to him.
Although, Hans doesn't think it's that simple.
It's something to keep in mind, but he pushes those thoughts away, especially as Ferran sits up to give him another kiss on his cheek. A smile appears on Hans's face, appreciating the attention at least.]
I'm certain that we will. Hardly anything's more tantalizing than secrets kept between two people.
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With how many you have already, you want more of them?
[Possibly Hans is just joking, with how the conversation has turned to mutual teasing, but there's probably something sincere in the sentiment. Does it make Hans feel better to know all the horrible things Ferran has done and gone through? He wonders internally, but externally:]
I didn't know you were so into me. [does hans regret this yet]
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Isn't that what being in a relationship entails, Ferran? Knowing our darkest secrets?
[And Ferran already knows his biggest crime. Him and a few other people at this point, but that's how things have worked out. He doesn't have any more betrayals and attempted murders to talk about either.]
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Heh...
[But Ferran does have a number of other secrets that aren't pleasant. He ignores the figure he can sense in the corner of the room. It's only a matter of time.]
Only if you want it to be.
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...
Being in a relationship would help him learn more about Ferran, but also, he really doesn't need to learn his darkest secrets. It's probably of no real benefit to Hans, so why? Is this something he really wants?]
I said what I said, didn't I?
[He doesn't have too much to lose, right? Ferran knows what he's getting into as well.]
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You should prepare yourself, then. I've still got a lot to share. [He sits up again to give Hans another peck on the cheek.] And maybe we'll make some new secrets together?
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Although, Hans doesn't think it's that simple.
It's something to keep in mind, but he pushes those thoughts away, especially as Ferran sits up to give him another kiss on his cheek. A smile appears on Hans's face, appreciating the attention at least.]
I'm certain that we will. Hardly anything's more tantalizing than secrets kept between two people.